The weather is bad today; the entire sky is covered with clouds. I suffer from dysautonomia, and days like these are very hard for my body and mentally. 
In this situation, during such hard days, I find it difficult to work on my novel, poem, and essay, and it's impossible to focus on creating the paintings. 
Since last year, the results of my creative activity have been progressing slowly, but results are starting to show.
Today's dairy finishes with my fatigue; I started working today. Hopefully, it will be sunny tomorrow.