On August 6, 1945, an atomic bomb was dropped on Hiroshima.
A girl was bathed in black rain.

"I became black as tar," she later recalled.

After 17 years, she gave birth to a boy.
That's who I am.

This is thought to be one of the triggers for the follow-up team after the atomic bombing to identify me and use me as a human laboratory animal.

1. Kindergarten

I have almost no memory of my kindergarten days, but I just sat on the edge and watched all the children making noise in the playground.
"Don't you play?"
I was once approached by a teacher.

This may have been one of the factors that narrowed me down.
(I can't say for sure.)

When I was in elementary school, I once saw my kindergarten teacher talking to my mother on the front door of my house.

2. Junior high school

I joined the volleyball club in junior high school.

One day, while practicing in the gymnasium, when I went to the wall to pick up a ball, a strange man peeking through the door called out to me, "You've improved your step when entering A Quick."

I have to say that I was the type of person who was very nervous, and I had terrible motor skills, so I was really bad at playing volleyball.

3. Suspicious companions

As I tweeted on December 31, 2022, I went to Grand Cayman on a scuba diving tour during the New Year holidays of '89-90.

At that time, I was already so timid that I couldn't attach the regulator to the cylinder myself.

Two men no one knows who had nothing to do with the tour accompanied us (silent from beginning to end).

Somehow, I had the impression that they were paying attention to me.

They did not accompany the tour on the way back.
Maybe they stopped at the Pentagon.

4. Consideration of the circumstances leading to mental sabotage using sound and light

I believe that the first factors identified were the atomic bombing and black rain, but it is not surprising to think that there were other factors of interest.

I may post about it another time, but there are some tortures and human experiments that I am currently subjected to that I've been experienced since my school days.

I suffered for a long time and tried to crawl up from the pits　many times, but I was crushed.

I think it was in 2015 or 2016 that I realized I was being used for unimaginably horrible things.

At the time, my conclusion was, "No one would trust my situation, I can't do anything about it. Thus, I have no choice but to live like this."

From around the fall of 2017, I gradually began to feel mentally energized, and although it was only 2-3 days in mid-January 2018, I was able to reside in the healthy mind that I was pursuing. I was hoping that I would have been in this state sooner.

The human experiment organizations were quick to start crushing my condition.

Then, on March 5, the final operation of mental destruction by sound & light was carried out.

Unimaginable Human Rights Violations (1): Mental Sabotage by Sound & Light

Due to my slightly sharp intuition, the operation was not a complete success, and two more operations were carried out in the next one week or so.

In March 2018, there are many other episodes than I have posted so far, but I don't think I need to write them down at this time.

Additional topics of "unimaginable human rights violations" can be accessed from the post list below.
I hope you will take a look at it when you have time.