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I broke my mothers flower vase then broken my life.

Always turn on the TV before talk to his family.People born in the 1950s probably have their brains connected to the TV by an invisible tube.

100% turn on the TV when you walk into the room.There is no time to speak. "I can't hear, I don't know, I don't understand, it's annoying, I'm not interested" or no reaction when I talk to them.This trend has been around for years.I gave up to talking to him.Born in 1955, his ability to perceive things is extremely low due to frontal lobe atrophy caused by an alcoholic.

Father: "Your way of speaking is strange. ”One day I broke a vase.Without noticing that there is a beautiful glass vase that they bought at a 100-yen shop.When I tried to cross over the table made by cutting a log as usual, I knocked over the vase that was there and broke it.
If flowers were always displayed, I would have been able to recognize the existence of the vase, but I was a careless child who didn't notice what suddenly appeared.
A child who breaks a vase while displaying flowers that are not usually displayed is a devil.My father was furious and said, "Go to the river and sink your face. I'm begging you. Please."Every time my father got angry, I kept repeating "I'm sorry" to avoid death.

The number of times I said sorry would be in the top 0.1% in the world. If I had been a child with even a little bit of a critical attitude, I think my life would have ended at the beginning of the Heisei era.After learning that the behavior of people whose brains have been damaged by alcohol seems to be uncontrollable, I felt that many things made sense and at the same time, "Everyone was living well."When he insults his daughter, he always mentions that he has no friends.

It started when I was in elementary school. "You have no friends"Perhaps it is a his wish. He doesn’t have friends himself, so he can't allow his daughter to have friends and live a happier life than he does.People always reflect their inner self when they deny others.People who don't have friends themselves can't help but think about "whether they have friends" when they insult others.All the words that come out of his mouth when he insults others are self-introductions.This father bought 4 liters of shochu today as well.I don't know, I don't know, it's troublesome, I'm not interested.If we sit in the living room, each person will have their own terminal and will be connected to the screen and there will be no conversation.“I don't want to go out, I don't want to talk, I don't know, it's boring, it's all your fault and society's fault.”A person who still wants to live.

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