I'm tired honestly and it's 12:54 am midnight. A little part of me was saying to myself that it's okay to sometimes go easy on yourself, relax and go to bed. Okay, having quality sleep is really important, not gonna lie. And that's actually what I have been trying to put the most priority on. On top of that, I have the class from 1st to 2nd periods. If you're smart enough to logically think about what I just said here (btw I'm not criticizing anyone's smartness, just for the record), it's quite reasonable to get into bed, have good sleep and get up early in the morning to make it to the class. 
But right now I'm beating myself up and kind of forcing myself to write this article.

I've been writing English articles here on note since April 23rd, and I didn't want to break this rule that I made to myself. Writing articles is the only thing that I've been doing every single day no matter what. So simply I didn't want to throw that promise away just because I slacked off and wanted to go to sleep instead. That's not how it works if you want to accomplish something that majority of people can't. 

Phew, I know what I just wrote here is nothing special, and maybe you guys see this kind of content a lot on Instagram and Twitter. Okay, anyways I'm just proud of myself not giving up that easily and choosing the harder choice to grow and better my skills (English writing, typing, speech).
Let me finish this with this cliche that sounds like to be over used on social media.

"Sometimes you need to go hard on yourself to expect the outcomes nobody around you makes"