For Niko, it just might have been killing time.
even among such,
I believed Niko was trying to pass something to me every time.
and I tried to receive them all.

For me, It was a big first step to a new life.
I felt the courage to be out from the shackles of many years.
Jump out of the negative link.
I was rescued.

When I was smoking cigarette alone,
Niko stalking from behind of me and said
"I got you, Kullu !"
(I think "I got you!" is a foul play, don't you think?)

"Cigarette ti～me? " Niko said so,
every time when he found me at my smoking place.

Niko gave me some advice
and trying to get me to quit tobacco for some reason.
It was very cute. All the after his efforts were vain and the number of times I smoked was increased. because I wanted Niko to get me.

Then, while writing a love letter that does not reach Niko,
I have enjoyed some pleasant flashbacks.