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Well, today I'm going to brush up my past blog about "If I know that it will happen just before I die, I won't regret it."

First of all, if you say "it was good" about today's story, please share it😁

Let's get down to business.

I took care of another man today.

He was already close to 100 years old, and to the doctor, he was in a state of old age.

For some reason, I live separately from my family, and as a result, I ended my life quietly alone in my room, but strangely, the day before I passed away, when I happened to meet my family.

The family I met the man for the first time in a long time, and before I saw him, his face was thin and his consciousness was faint, and he just burst into tears.

And after a while, he calmed down, and this time he kept saying to the man, "Thank you. Thank you. You did a great job. Thank you for your family until now. I have nothing but gratitude." And I started to convey my best.

(Even if you don't have consciousness, it seems that only hearing remains until the end. So I can hear you, but I can't talk or move my body, so I just have no way to return what I heard, and if it's true, "Hey, don't kill me on my own," or "I can hear everything!" Maybe it's a place I want to go in. So, if you want to talk about a bad story that you can't hear, I recommend that you leave your seat and talk.)

I was holding my hand at that time, but my family said that the man, who was almost unconscious, squeezed back powerfully.

It's just two hours after the exchange.

My breathing suddenly weakened, and eventually he passed away early in the morning of the next day.

In the rescue scene I saw in the drama before, I have seen scenes such as "Don't reassure the person who helps you, because if you reassure them, you will relax and die."

It reminds me of the scene at that time.

It's my complete subjectivity from here, but I think the man who heard the voice of his family was probably relieved.

"You don't have to work hard anymore..."

If you say thank you with the voice of the family you are used to listening to, you will be relieved, and I think you will be relaxed.

"I don't have any regrets anymore."

With that feeling, I think the man was able to live a full life.

(If you have your hearing until the end, it's not something you don't understand.) It's not like you're saying bad things about doctors and nurses, but aren't you inside? A person who talks about the patient's condition as if he were talking to himself. Some people speak loudly, so even if you don't want to hear it, you can hear it. Maybe, but I think there are people in the hospital who are doing it. Of course, it's also in a nursing home. In other words, by putting the person's own body into the person's own ears, the person himself will be prepared to say, "Oh, I'm going to die soon." I'm not conscious, I'm not conscious, so I don't feel pain, pain, or hard. But I can hear people talking, so in the end, I thought that in such a mysterious world, I would gradually leave while enlightening my own death.)

Even though it was the day before, was it a coincidence the day before he died? Is it inevitable? I don't know which one is it, but in the end, it was an event that I saw off the deceased without hesitation, both the person on the supportive side and the person on the supported side.

(As for the question of coincidence or necessity, I wrote about it on my previous blog, but I personally think it's inevitable. That's because it leads to the epilogue of the death of the man the day after the visit, which is only if there is a momentary option chosen by the family.)

It may be unscrupulous, but I'm personally very satisfied.

So, how was this story today?

There are parts that I can't believe that I'm on the verge of death.

Because I don't listen to the story that a dead person came back to life even if I look around myself.

Even so, it's a little scary to try it, and even more so if you can't come back.

That's why I summarized my personal impressions mainly today's story, but if you say "it was good", please introduce and share it to various people such as friends and people at work.

See you later✌️