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A chance to change your life

Human beings have defects due to imperfection.

 It is just right to live slowly and appropriately.

 I have two or three things I want to do.

 Rationality and self-fulfillment even coldly. 

If I live for more than a year, I'll be satisfied.

I have no regrets because I achieved what I left to do before I died.

The mail will arrive tomorrow, and when it is completed that day, it will flee north to the north for the early morning.

Until you let go. 

I. It is a distrust of human beings.

If there is something that can be laughed at from the heart, there is no fear.

The last resort is to escape.

past

After his birth, he was immediately admitted to the intensive care unit.
He came back alive and safe.
Although I made friends when I entered elementary school,
I had surgery on my leg and was rushed to the hospital.
There was a great earthquake and tsunami in Japan East.
He was discharged from the hospital during the summer vacation of his second year of elementary school.
That was fine with me.
But when I was in the third grade, my teacher got angry at me for being rude.
Along with that, several classes of women bullied in the music room.
There comes a turning point.
I met Mr. Y when I was in the fourth grade of elementary school.
He always played soccer and dotchbee and invited me to play.
He's a lifesaver.
After that, both the 5th and 6th graders lived a happy school life.
Y-kun broke up at the graduation ceremony.
After entering junior high school, there were many close classes.
You did not join the group.
When I was in the eighth grade, my teacher noticed a class of girls.
The surrounding classes sent cold glances.
I happened to be seated next to her,
I taught them what I didn't understand in math.
I was convinced that it alone was leading a precious youth.
He entered high school.
I couldn't quite fit in with the club activities and classes, and I was nervous.
As it was, the terrible daily life of being alone continued.



What I want is the joy of living.

Around 4 or 5 o'clock in the early morning, I took a walk in sandals at a place near my house.

When you listen to your true feelings
"I spend time in Hokkaido, my favorite region.

My life is mine.

I go left while many people go right.

We have no choice but to take action."

I say.

Rather than living three unsightly years
It's better to live the best year.

From his life, he ran away to Utsunomiya Station.

There was a smile.

 Life has begun.

I slept on a bench in front of Utsunomiya Station.

I slept for about four hours.

The speed of 320 km / h on the Tohoku Shinkansen Sendai ~ Morioka was a masterpiece!!

I took the Hokkaido Shinkansen to Shin-Hakodate Hokuto Station.

I was waiting to see if I had finally landed in Hokkaido.

When I got out of the car, a dry, cool breeze hit me.

When I went outside Shin-Hakodate Hokuto Station, there was a wide road and wild mountains all around.

Take the Hakodate Main Line to Ōnuma Koen Station.

I walked a little to Seiko Mart.

So I bought a spicy meat box.

It was so delicious that I almost burst into tears.

Opened up a narrow frame.

Let's look at it with wide eyes.

The wide blue sky, the wide roads and the wide mountains greeted me.

Hokkaido, with its magnificent and vast area, is wonderful.

Gradually the fear of bondage disappeared!

I can't hold back anymore.

Relax and enjoy.

If you run in a hurry, you will easily get tired and lose motivation.

So take your time and have fun.

I went to JR Hakodate Station.

I walked to the ropeway station on Mount Hakodate.

The scenery was magnificent.

Be a demon to yourself. Be cold.

If we do so, we will create great happiness.

I was able to raise the corners of my mouth and smile again today!!

How many years has it been since I've had such a smiling face?

You're at the pinnacle of happiness.

When you are in Hokkaido, you feel like you are in a foreign country.

The traffic lights are vertical, the climate is cold, and the house has double-glazed windows.

I slept on a bench at a bus and taxi stop in Sapporo.

About 3 hours.

I've gotten used to sleeping outside.

He wore a long-sleeved shirt and coat to protect himself from the cold.

I came to Asahikawa Station.

I'm glad there was a place where I could smile so much!

It carries out a cold-blooded policy but on the other hand produces warm benefits.

I no longer have a smartphone.

And I dare not look at the map.

The map of life is something you draw by yourself.

When I think back to when I was in elementary school, why did the order of height go from low to high?

This bondage or freedom is a concept that we thought and acted on our own.

Everyone has their own freedom.

Noticed there
It's time to get out of the narrow world.

I finally arrived at Wakkanai Station that I had been longing for!

I walked from Wakkanai Station to Cape Nosyap, 4 km away.

The northernmost building in Japan, was excited to see the deer.

Cape Soya was too far away to stop
Go to Cape Nosyap
It was good to have fulfilled my childhood dream.

Once you realize your dream, it's over.

I have no regrets when I die.

I did it.

When I was in elementary, junior high, and high school, I saw people around me with blank eyes.

In other words, I will prove that I am not a normal person.

Doing something different from other people is the real life.

A person who submits to others is an empty life.

I am a king among kings.

In just two months after entering university, I was able to get up and go on the offensive.

We need to be lax enough to throw away responsibility.

Protect yourself, not others.

It is only when we are imperfect that our lives change.

Sometimes lying is also a means to protect oneself.

I slept for about 3 hours on a bench at the taxi stop in front of Asahikawa Station.

I didn't mind hitting the rain.

Go to bed right away at night.

It's dangerous to think too much.

Move according to yourself.

Weekday travel is thrilling and fresh.

The number of trains is 1 ~ 3 trains per hour,
local lines,
Commuters
I was fascinated by the fact that there were very few.

No matter where you go, there are commuters commuting to work.

Everyone has something in common.

Where you breathe, drink water, and put food in your mouth.

I arrived at JR Abashiri Station.

The prison was too far away to go, but I went to see the Sea of Okhotsk.

I haven't seen the news.

The information shuts out.

Nature is pristine.

While riding on the Nemuro Main Line, a female student gave up her seat!!

I arrived at Nemuro Station, the easternmost manned station.

It was chilly.

I camped out on a bench near Nemuro Station.

If I didn't have a sleeping bag and thick coat, it would have been cold enough to freeze to death.

I slept for more than 6 hours!!

It would be inconvenient if you didn't have a smartphone, but books became a new place to belong.

The presence or absence of a book makes a difference in the strength of belief.

In the image taken on the second day of leaving home
"Go the wrong way!"
and recovers.

Right after I woke up, the person who was running greeted me affectionately!!

I waved him back.

I returned to Sapporo Station.

The Hakodate Line was suspended due to heavy rain.

Thanks to that, I went to a bookstore in Sapporo and got time to read books of various classifications!

Instead of rushing to your destination, you can enjoy the journey process and failures.

I read a lot of books to distract myself from loneliness.

The theme is testosterone (boasting about 880,000 followers on Twitter),
Chico's trivia, Nietzsche's illustrations, and so on.

Modern people place great importance only on reason.

Sensibility is the way forward.

There is no shame in running away.

Luffy in the Cartoon
Seriously injured beyond the reach of the red dog that killed Ace
Save Jimbei from the predicament.

As a result of his training two years later, he acquires a very strong ability called supremacy.

And it made an overwhelming difference.

Therefore, running away will be an indispensable element in future developments.

For the first time in my life, I used Necafe.

It was a luxury to use YouTube for the first time in four days.

I experienced the gratitude of sleeping in a place where it is not cold.

Barefoot, sandals, and Japan land is home.

Champions don't use their dominant hands.

This is the leeway of a champion.

Not all successful people are decent.

Take responsibility for what you think and decide for yourself.

No regrets at all, for that reason.

Rain is a natural shower for me.

After a long time, I took a shower for the first time in 4 days and regained my youth!!

"What if my life was over in a year?"

I take drama rather than stability.

I read "What if my life would end in a year?"

I won't regret getting through the to-do list.

Plan only for tomorrow's appointment.

I arrived at Kutchan Station.

I went to a nearby crepe shop.

I talked with a young female clerk for the first time with a smile!!

I was able to convey words of gratitude!

When you have a bright day, you have no regrets for the rest of your life.

Sometimes there is a depressed, stable and happy mood.

The same principle as rain, cloudy and sunny weather.

It's okay to be in a mood.

Your life is not someone else's.

It's me.

You can freely choose your way of life.

Follow the voice of your heart.

With the voice of the heart screaming.

With the voice of the heart rushing out.

Great happiness.

The train stopped due to heavy rain at Nextupu Station.

I wrote a station notebook at that station.

Satisfied.

I was sent by alternative transportation (van) to Osyamanbe Station.

In the rain, I saw a fox.

Live cunningly, shall you?

I slept in the waiting room of Osyamanbe Station with a sleeping bag on the floor.

It was windless and had a super comfortable temperature rarely seen.

I woke up around 5 a.m.

Talked to a local uncle.

This is the first person to commemorate the conversation without a mask!

I took the bus at 7:05.

I got off at the bus stop in front of Nanae Station.

From there, I walked on foot to Shin-Hakodate Hokuto Station.

On the way, I talked to an old farmer.

There's nothing left to do.

No regrets, no
It was refreshing!

My childhood dream has come true.

The journey has only just begun.

At the kiosk of Shin-Hakodate Hokuto Station
I bought a crab meshi ekiben and Hokkaido of yogurt.

It was very tasty!

When you come to Shin-Aomori Station, you will feel a mysterious sense of security.

Honshu is stable.

It was good to go to Aomori Bay Bridge.

As soon as I came to Sendai Station, it became hot and humid.

I missed Hokkaido.

I'm glad I ate the beef tongue station ben!!

Eat what you like more than health.

It is better to obtain greater happiness than stability.

Saving money is nothing but brainwashing.

Use it for yourself now.

I came to Ōno Station on the Joban Line.

Empty grounds, only barricades.

I hope for reconstruction in 10 years.

Quiet and calm.

Time to sleep = time not to worry.

He has lost his family and school status, but is now invincible.

What do we need to fear?

I met many people while traveling.

Life is in the world of comics.

I felt alive.

I took the Joban Line straight to Tokyo.
(Iwaki→ Mito→Tsuchiura→Tokyo)

I camped out on a bench on a ground near Akikawa Station.

The most dangerous thing is to be at a time of reassurance.

I bought a bandit grilled ekiben and ate it.

It was delicious.

After you finish what you wanted to do, the fun after that is a bonus.

Others betray you, but you don't.


I'm my best ally.

To change others, you have to change yourself.

Rest in peace.

Eat when you want to, sleep when you want to sleep, and do when you want to run errands.

This is low-stress liberalism.

Don't put up with it, but live.

Good luck with a life that is super aggressive.

Regardless of age or gender, what can be said is "enjoy the present."

"There is no life without stimulation"

When I see an advertisement for Strong's liquor, I immediately recover.

It's okay to stumble and fall.

Don't be impatient.

You can change the way you live.

Be kind to yourself.

No matter where you go in Japan

There are people who fit and there are people who don't.

Human nature does not change.

Use your brain.

Head, use it well.

Other people's brains are all wrong.

Your brain is giving the right answer.

Escape and you're right.

I count the days when I tell my true feelings.

He chewed on the chains of common sense.

Being healthy is the same as putting up with eating what you don't like.

If you die, there is no point.

Eat what you like while you live.

By daring to throw away the smartphone

There is no more to influence on information.

It's not good not to act.

The worst part is not thinking with your own head.

Human desires do not betray you.

It is right for human beings to live freely.

Believe in the human self.

The vest is good to loosen the belt.


I came to Makurazaki Station, the southernmost station on the mainland in Japan.

I wrote a station note.

I bought what I wanted to eat at a convenience store.

I ate it all over.

Happy climax!!

It turned out that just because the relationship did not match, the situation in 

the future would change completely.

If it fit, it would have gone in a good direction.

How do you view everything?

It's all subjective decisions for me.

"~ is like this."

I stand apart from competitive society.

Originally a pacifist.

Now I'm a liberal.

I hadn't washed it for a week.

I realized the greatness of the laundry.

What I want to do is not something I want to do while I am young.

"Now."

After knowing the northern and southern ends of the Japan

I wondered if Japan was so wide.

After getting up at the Necafe, the Kagoshima Prefectural Police came.

I took it to my parents and drove around Kyushu in a rental car.

I came to my parents' house for the first time in decades.

It was a grand story.

Life is a choice.

I came to Kitakyushu Airport.

It was the first time in about seven years that I had to board an airplane.

I was surprised when I picked up my phone yesterday.

I was able to say thank you to my grandfather!

He was smiling.

Sometimes hard things work for the good.

What I gained from my travels was the greatness of the house,

The joy of food,

the ugliness of society,

Cruel reality,

Sarcastic problem,

The importance of human relationships.

I was able to forgive myself for a few things.

A smile is important.

The world is not full of people who can think normally.

In a way, it's like seeing reality.

I flew to Haneda.

The gaze from the sky was awesome!

I felt like president!

If you look at Shikoku, the earth and Japan are also vast.

Disneyland and the Sky Tree were also visible.


Every move is life-threatening. 

Life is shogi.


After knowing the northern and southern ends of the Japan, he knew the 

truth of the world.

These are all answers that only I can understand.

There is no point in living, is the correct answer.

Nothing, that's right.

I went back to my parents' house for the first time in about four months.

I was impressed with everything and everything.
(Showers, baths, air conditioners, sleeping things, trains more than 10 trains per hour)

I was speechless because it was so impossible.

To avoid time to think, keep busy, sleep more time.

I realized that I was crazy.

Urbanites look like senior citizens.

More than 10 trains run per hour.

When you see a clean floor, you want to sleep.

Almost every failure is a death level.

Usually, I don't die.

I might die today, so I'm going to check my to-do list and then tomorrow is coming.

You can't take your status to the rest of the world.

Why do we need the reassuring honor of educational attainment?

I don't get it.

A world of suffering is a world of now.

In a world where there is earth and space.

Is my parents' house a hotel beyond words?

And impressed.

When they get used to that life, they start complaining.

That's fine.

The environment changes people, and people create the environment.

I made a sum of pocket money.

It is only possible to hold 100 yen coins
I'm relieved.

More than 1,000 yen is a usage method for advanced citizens.

I traveled around Kansai for about two months and Japan whole country for 10 days.

The shock of going back to a clean Japan and saying, "Wow, Ambilibabo!!".

Everything looks happy. Good, this was good.

After much deliberation,

To learn how to dodge lies on the ground.

I thought it would be great to have a smartphone for the first time in a long time.

After knowing the answers of the north and south of the Japan, prove the meaning of living,

And after making my dream come true,
Losing Your Eyes
Losing an Arm
Whether to amputate one leg
No scary stuff!!

Your own words don't resonate, but others' words resonate
There was an old man who was sleeping in front of the station.

I left the food there.

I'm glad I was able to contribute!

Bring yourself the French Revolution in the East!

Thanks for history, the French Revolution!

Those 10 days were the first step in my second life.

After fulfilling my dream, I decided to live slowly.

The story is about dying.