こんなにひどい目にあっている、理不尽だと被害者顔で、重い空気をまき散らされるのが大っ嫌いです。そういう人は自分では何もせず、だれかが何かをしてくれてるのを待っている。自分の不満や要求をどう伝えるかを考えることすらせず（ほかでもない、自分のためなのに）、何かをする勇気もないなら、状況に踏みつけにされてもしかたがないと思う。ここをやめさせられたら仕事がないとそうやって、自分が自分のことをちっとも信頼していないのだ。

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In the last lesson , I figured from past experiences. When I was young , I worked as a part-time at a dry-cleaner because I started to work as an aerobics instructor , but I didn’t have enough clients to make a living yet.
　One morning, we found proceeds of the day were gone. And boss’ wife said to us they would dock our pay for a month to pay back the missing money , because our boss was upset that we troubled our boss. I thought that didn’t make sense . I asked my colleagues their opinions about the situation , but It was obvious that they would do nothing. I decided to quit my job , and I called the Labour Bureau . An inspector was very kind to me and gave me advice . I wrote to the boss that I consulted with the Labor Bureau ,and they said that it was against the law, and that the boss should call the police to report the theft . After I sent this letter, the boss paid us back . My colleagues appreciated what I did.
　In most of Asian countries , It is important to be inconspicuous about speaking up . However I believe when trouble happens, speaking up makes the situation better .So I'm sometimes scared about speaking up though I am not scared of anyone.

【These are new words】
・I figured from past experiences.
・as a part-time
・but I didn't have enough clients to make a living yet
・because our boss was upset
・I decided to quit my job
・the Labour Bureau
〇The Inspector was very kind to me and gave me advice
〇The Inspector was very kind and gave me advice
〇The Inspector gave me advice and was very kind
・I wrote to the boss that I consulted with the Labour Bureau.
 ・they said that it was against the law
・and that the boss should call the police to report the theft 
(theft　名詞　 θéft、 窃盗（罪）、盗み、泥)

・After I sent this letter the boss paid us back
・about speaking up though I am not scared of anyone
(speaking up意見をいう、率直に主張する、はっきり言う/声のボリュームをあげる、声の音量をあげる、声を大きくする）

参照サイト
https://eow.alc.co.jp/search?q=theft
https://talking-english.net/speak-up-speak-of/#speak_up

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