→ lengthy read ( approx. 30 mins ) so please prepare your favorite drink 🍵 before starting 🙂

Consciousness demystified ~ Syncronized Contingency -

🔹1. Another You ~ what is the profound identity which continue generating your cosmos? ~

Earth was born in the solar system 4.6 billion years ago
Inner core did not yet exist at that time
Born 1 to 2 billion years ago
Crystallization occurred by convections over those long years

If a deity, who can rewind time, asked me,
"Would it have been better if that event had never happened?"
I would answer,
"It is my greatest *property"
The whole story of crystallization was arisen from there
The meaning of who I am was hidden right there
*= proprium

The sweet and bitter through life
Something that you cannot still give up even after tasting the bitterest bitterest experience
It’s what your cosmos is aspiring to you

Another you, who is called the cosmic generative consciousness, is the profound identity of you

🔹2. Even it exists, if you cannot perceive  then it cannot exist in your world ~ hijacked brain ~

Though I felt incongruity, I couldn't put it into words because I didn't know.

*Gaslighting (type of Sophistry)


By receiving this information,
My foothold, which had managed to regain harmony, collapsed once again. . .

*Gaslighting is false words with sounds very true, which hijack perceptions.
They deliver clever words with a convincing attitude that makes the recipient question their own sense of reality and perception.
Additionally, strong gaslighting has the power of self-fulfillment.

Note: There are various forms of gaslighting, so please look it up on the internet.
Personally, Dr. Ramani, a clinical psychologist, is excellent at explaining.
Conversely, I think it's actually hard for people with a healthy mind to understand.

As I learn the thought process, motives, and mental structure of people who gaslight in interpersonal relations,
the door to a psychological world that I had never known before was opened,
A new way of looking at people began to expand in my mind.
It was a completely opposite world to the words that those people spun, and they were kind and smart based on what they wanted to obtain.

While gaining a sense of expanding the world in my cognition,
the moment sensing come back to reality,
I felt helpless and hopeless with indescribable emptiness, and could not help thinking what humans really are …
I knew that there are lies and scams everywhere,
but the fact that it could happen in such a close relationship.
even if we sometimes face emotionally,
it’s because we trust each other,
and ultimately, both are important to each other.
But there is no each other in gaslighting.
When the information about gaslighting came to me,
I had finally recovered from depressed feelings,
and at that time I still wanted to believe in human beings.

One day,
In an unstable and confused psychological state filled with contradictions,
I envisioned this image of myself in my consciousness field,
which now I think that it was the promise with my future self.


My future self saying,
“Thanks to gaslighting experience.”


I never wanted to deny certain parts of my life.
I wanted to absolutely affirm and cherish everything about my irreplaceable life.

And, rather than out of a strong will to overcome this experience, I could faintly feel this sentience breathing deep down in my soul.


“ It must be a necessary experience for me.
 In other words,
 It's a good thing for me,
 and there's definitely my own meaning to it.
 I want to get in touch with the core essense of what life wants me to realize. “


Our lives are woven through the interactions of mind and heart with others.
We encounter according to *En.
*En, Buddhism philosophy
When there is an encounter, there is always En.

Engi

“ The law and truth governing phenomena of human society.
Those who see Engi see the law = truth, and those who see the law see Engi. “


Why did gaslighting come into my life in the first place ?


Sound I can hear from far away
From the place beyond my own life
Somewhere much, much bigger and vast
Field where consciousness are all connected as us



When I reconsider my memory from the mental structure of the gaslighting person rather than their words,
The dots of events that had previously been disparate were now connected and firmly tied together.
My thoughts became clearer and clearer,
and the fog that had been in my head for many years began to clear away.
It was as if my mind had come to life again.

When looking at only one scene of gaslighting, there is consistency.
Not only that, but there are also words that are truthful and considerate.
However, over a certain amount of continuous time,
When looking at them comprehensively,
including the blank time between scenes,
In turn, these words not only no longer hold true,
but also take on the exact opposite meaning.
I'll say it again.
If only looking at one scene, there is consistency.

🔹3. Dive deep into the ocean of unconsciousness ~ symmetry of the visible world and duality of the invisible world ~

As I looked into by a bird's-eye viewpoint,
mental structure as a dual form began to emerge.
I wondered “ what’s the difference that would make the difference ? “

View of human ?
View of the world ?

Belief ?

Our thoughts and actions are shaped by beliefs, which are called belief systems.

Calculation or Consideration
Is it for yourself or for the other person

People who have no concept of considerate arrangement will regard the act as calculation without doubting their own thought.
On the contrary,
while sensing a slight incongruity,
People who consider, imagine that calculating actions are caring consideration.
Although the actions appear to be lookalike on the surface,
The truth is that they are the opposite.

What emerged are inversion phenomena of  minds and hearts of each other’s

A correlation diagram of,
who see their own thoughts in the other and who feel the emotions of the others’ as their own.  

Negative emotions arise in these situations belonging to the other side.
It is what they should feel as humans.
And the thoughts that the other sees in the object belong to themselves.
The shocking fact that the other is seeing their own calculating thoughts in the object.
The consistent words spun by the other are the words of heart intentions of objects that cannot be seen from the outside.
The intent that the other sees in the object is their own.


Please listen carefully.
You in the similar situations,
What you are feeling should not belong to you.
You are feeling emotions that you don't need to feel.
It’s inverted.
Don't you think that knowing this will instantly let you be liberated and regain the power back ?  


You will also realize that the idea of ​​Engi has the potential to develop into a new field of psychology.
Because" The truth will set you free "


This is the reason why some people have such conviction even though it is not true.
Because it's their own.

Our cognitive functions are weak against words of assertion, both in good and bad ways.
Absoluteness exists only within oneself and does not exist in the outer world.
But words of assertion have power because they dominate the cognition.
And the free and rich communication that will open up the future becomes impossible.
Unsuccessful communication is due to a lack of open mind,
Even if the facts come to light,
they will use another gaslighting to make the object feel like they are the ones who have a problem.

No one is perfect.
Also, even we don't intend to do so,
we may say something that sounds like gaslighting to the other side.  
That is why we apologize or try to explain.
At times like these,
through negative events, relationships become even more irreplaceable.

In this way, what emerged by looking systematically by the cognitive dissonance,
There was always narratives that suits their own convenience,
and communication develops from there.
This is the essence of gaslighting.


Even when you didn’t know about gaslighting.
There was a time when you must have tried to figure out what your incongruity was.
But because of the narrative that turned up in your mind,
You felt as if you were the bad person for thinking that way ?
That’s because you did not know about gaslighting.
When we don't have knowledge or information, we just cannot recognize it clearly.
However, even if we cannot perceive it, our physical bodies know what it is.
Our bodies have their own intellect and give us a signal.
Is that discomfort just in your mind ?
Or not?


By the way,
Evil is not so much about trying to do bad things to the other person.
It is an intention to do something that is beneficial only to oneself.
The problem is that even when it has come to light,
They refuse to acknowledge it and even at this point continue to make it seem like the other person is the one who has problems or faults.
Why they can't admit own faults and apologizes is,
In fact, it's their weakness.
and to blame the objective person again so they don't have to feel guilty.
They can't bear the fear that if they admit it, they will collapse.
Also simply, it began intentionally, so it requires another falsehoods

For the one receive,
through skillful gaslighting and the motive to believe / want to believe in the other person,
the subtle discomfort that they sense deep in their subconscious is superficially erased,
but deep down they synchronize with the other person's fears.
And they feel that fear as if it were their own.
Because it happens unconsciously, people don't notice.

By diving this deep,
what has emerged is the consensus of “ Sentience of fear that resides in the deep unconsciousness “



Going back in time
what I was consciously thinking and what I had grasped unconsciously,
these two overlap in the realm of sensitivity,
and since there are no words in the world of sensitivity,
arrived without putting into words (no vervalization),
the answer came to at the time was like this,


How can I face it?
How can we deal with it so that we can have communication that will open up the future?
No matter how much I think about it, I don't know.
That person’s deep consciousness is so scared and I cannot mention
However, if I need to protect myself for not to get hurt more.

There's nothing I can do.
But I want to believe in that person.
Let time and decent distance intervene for now.

Note: This is a verbalization of what I had back then

In the realm of the unconsciousness,
our consciousness is undifferentiated and one.
In the realm of consciousness,
they are separate.
Sensitivity works where the two overlap, and intellect helps verbalize.

🔹4. Updating Belief ~ experiencing epiphany ~

After learning about gaslighting (sophistry) mind,
whether it’s not about good or bad,                                                                                                                    for acknowledging the facts that something like this exists,
I added the information to the consciousness drawer as a new knowledge,
Then something strange happened.

Good + Evil = Augheben ( dimensional ascension ) → Vacuum (真空)

The frame that had been there until now was removed,                                                 and what emerged was an unexpected  “ vacuum''.
This vacuum refers to a state of consciousness, not a belief.
It's empty in the sense that it doesn't have a name but because of its emptiness, it is full of energy,
not hollow at all,
When it comes to time to use,
As if It's like the resolution of the camera has improved dramatically,
It works wiser and clearer than ever before when I believed that human nature is fundamentally good.


I was surprized.
The state of consciousness  “ freedom of vacuum “ is what I had been aspiring to for many years.
This is it !
I became certain of why gaslighting experiences came into my life.  
For me to get to this point.


That was the moment I discovered what I had always wanted from the experience of gaslighting.
I was shaking.
The scales fell from my mind's eyes and I felt a sense of liberty that I had never felt before.


And in this state of consciousness that I had never felt before,
I was doing this without any intentions,
As a new me with a state of vacuum who now knows the mental structure who gaslights,
Stepping outside of my whole entire life and viewing everything systematically from a bird's-eye viewpoint.


Suddenly, I viewed.
Probably, had an epiphany.


How phenomena occur in interpersonal relations,
In other words, the way the world works,
I could comprehend how our time and space (Reality) will arise.
The structure and mechanism of the real world was unraveled to the level that had never been explained before in history.
By the way, this is what I have been searching for throughout my life.


Also, by unraveling this,
The idea of “ Intentional Emergence ( *En•Musubi ) ” **method that has never been created before either was inspired.
It might be more accurate to describe that it was guided.
*This En•Musubi is different from the existing common definition. Explanation will be in chapter. 6

A negative situation (-5) equals a positive situation (+5),
From another capavity perspective, it will increase by four times.
I will explain this point by the image later on for those who want to dig deeper.

This innovative method “ En•Musubi “ is the answer for what I have been aspiring to seek for throughout my life as well as the response to our modern society where reversal phenomena are rampant.
And, in this method contradictions are beautifully integrated.


**The method I created is a modern answer to *Bateson's (Ecology of Mind 1972) ** Schismogenesis.
(Note: It is not mutual aid. Mutual complementation even though it is fission generation)
It is also my own version of the creation of **Maslow's attempt to create a comprehensive theory by conceptually integrating good and evil in his later years but due to his sudden death, he did not complete it.

*Gregory Bateson 1904 - 1980, American anthropologist, social scientist, cyberneticist
**Abraham Maslow 1908 - 1970, American psychologist

“ The psyche never lets anything go, it never simply forgets about anything. The way to liberation lies in using and transforming the knowledge and energy bound up in every experience. “

~ Rachel Pollack ~

Catastrophe is redemption, also invitation to life's greatest blessing


From that day on,
my view of the world completely has changed.
Paradigm has shifted.
As I gained more experience,
I became more certain about the method of embodiment.
As if this method wanted me to verify,
So-called negative situations kept happening so I could try directly many times in Reality.

However, to be honest, it was not easy to master the method in some particular cases because the old pattern is internalized.
Reminded myself again and again, and tried again and again.
Results have been fruitful so the rule of thums is showing that this path was not wrong.


First of all,
I need to mention that I worked on changing my internal dialogue in my head.
Empath temperament was influencing *negative effect on me in particular situations, and taking away my energy and power.
I think this was strongly connected to the belief in the goodness of human nature.

*Even though when I was the one receiving unreasonable word and action, I used to always look for reasons to justify the person who did.

🔹5. The story of imaginal cells ~ caterpillar era denies the future of flying freely with wings ~

Butterfly begins its life as a caterpillar, then becomes a chrysalis and emerges as a butterfly.
Even when it is a caterpillar,
there are adult cells called imaginal cells,
but the caterpillar cells are considered antibodies and the immune system continues to attack them.

The inside of the chrysalis is not a caterpillar but a thick soup,
and no longer retains any form except for the immune system, brain, and very few other things.
You thought maybe there was a caterpillar in it, never imagined it would be such a thick soup.

What is happening inside is that
imaginal cells appear one after another,
but wanting to maintain the same form as when it was a caterpillar,
Imaginal cells continue to be attacked.

However, no matter how many attacks they are faced with, imaginal cells continue to appear,
and one day, reaching out to the critical point and a reversal of power occurs.

At that time, the imaginal cells that appear one after another collectively resonate with each other,
and finally head towards the path of metamorphosis, a butterfly.

The immune system that was there until then is also integrated into the new system.

The caterpillar cells that cannot join the adult system die and become  thick liquids that become nutrients for the butterfly's wings.

🔹6. Transcend empathy, Towards empowerment ~ to an epoch of resonance ~

You are the one who suffers the disadvantage in a legitimate framework,
Even if you go straight towards the other person, it will not be fruitful,
An unhealthy relationship or situation where communication only goes in the wrong direction,
In such a situation,
In the case of a loved one who still does not want to give up,

Even if it doesn't go this far,
If you do not receive an answer to your direct questions or conversations,
If you have difficulty in saying what you really want to say,


How should we communicate?


Couples, parents and children, families,
Closeness of its relationships has a tendency to become negative and to become confused occasionally.
If changing the scale, the same could be said of wars.
Originally, these relations were supposed to enjoy each other's existence, but
The sad reality is that depending on the circumstances, relationships can go against the grain.
However, even if there are no problems or conflicts on the surface, we don't want a cold, dry relationship with no sense of connection or bond, or a patched-up relationship.

Also, communication for good work with colleagues and the company that you work with on a daily basis,
Not only joy but also important conversations with close friends,
How many people are able to have open-minded interactions?


We encounter according to En

Engi

“ The law and truth governing phenomena of human society.''
Those who see Engi see the law, and those who see truth see Engi."


“ The day science begins to study non-phisical phenomena,
it will make more progress in one decade than in all the previous centuries of its existance “

~ Nikola Tesla ~


Until now,
this law has been explained at physical matter level,
This time I will explain about non physical phenomena with modern comprehension of Engi.
I won't go into the positive relationships here,
but there's no doubt that they are the best relationships (En) that can multiply each other's powers.
I'd like to continue by focusing on negative ones. .
If this were to turn positive,
there's nothing so wonderful about it;
On the contrary, there is a hidden truth to the negative (discomfort) ones.
And what I’m going to explain is the principle so that you can apply it in various ways.


Engi,
Precisely “ Innen-Syouki “
has two causes, direct and indirect.

They are “ Causality “ and “ Phasality “
so it has a nature of Synchronized Contingency.

When people encounter, have conversations,
share thoughts and hearts, and spend time together,
You probably think without doubt that the relationship started after you met the person.
In fact, relationships exist before you meet.
Yes, even though it has not started yet in Reality.

To be more precise,
the relationship between you and the person you met is secondary.
The primary relationship is the relationship between you and yourself.
The relationship between your current self and the self you will be in a new phase.

It already exists before the encounter occurs.

Through connections in the unconscious, called interconnectedness.


the relationship between you and yourself
The bridge between these two selves is the way you want to be
the way you should be
I'll name *self-potential (deep-self)  here.
From your life (your cosmos = time+space)side, it’s an aspiration towards you.

*This is not potential in the commonly used sense of being able to do something, but rather possibility in the sense of giving your personality a new aspect.


So, all you need to do is clearly define your self-potential, right?

However, it is set up so that you don't know in advance what your self-potential will be.


The wonder and kindness of the cosmos (to hide the toughness !)


With this self-potential as a seed,
The phenomena that you encounter and interact with will emerge.
Yes, for you to make it come true in Reality.
To deepen (tie the knot 🪢 of) the relationship with your future self.


As this self-potential a seed,
you will encounter the person who  matches Engi then,
Some kind of event occurs directly, and from there it progresses to other developments.
Among the developments,
An event occurs that triggers a metamorphosis into the person you are willing to be.
The reason I say transformation, metamorphosis is because you are not an extension of a current you.


This new phase of you is in
the vision that emerges from the unique history (memories) of your own life,
and it will be a project which is meaningful to you and that is invisible to others.
So fulfilling your self-potential is also a conduct of rewinding time.



The wonder is that this development happens.


Who are we transmitting with?
Who exactly are we communicating with ?!

🔹7. Kairos imaginary time ~ what it means to be you ~

Have you ever heard of *Kairos?
In mathematics, it is called imaginary time.
The etymology is the same as crisis, which means time of action or tide in Greek.
While Chronos is a quantitative, continuous flow of time with common understanding,
Kairos is completely subjective.
Another expression (from Kotobank) describes it as an extraordinary time in which eternity rushes into time, creating an existential crisis.


What’s eternal ?
Take a moment to imagine and wonder what the eternal is !





*Kairos
A god in Greek mythology who only has hair in the front and no hair in the back.
He is considered the god of chance and opportunity because once he passes you cannot catch his back.

Kairos time has the property of contingency,
It comes half by necessity, half by chance.
that's right.
It's Engi.
Your sense of perturbation(feeling heart) will let you know when the time is.
These are the so-called negative emotions.
Strictly speaking, if your sensibilities are sharp
Before you feel that emotion, you should sense a slight sense of incongruity.


Even though it is an event that triggers self-potential to come true,
Because you don’t know that it is actually the self-potential moment,
And it is the event that causes strong negative emotions which usually fear, or in some cases anger, a secondary emotion of fear, then most people miss out on *the opportunity.

*its opportunity is simply postponed, and something of the same quality will definitely appear again in the future.Even if your ego doesn't want it, your whole life wants it from you.
In fact, deep down, you want it too.


Fear is deeply embedded in our subconscious mind.
Originally, fear was important to protect us from threats to our lives in the outer world.
It cannot be applied in the same way to the psychological world where the rotation is reversed.
In the deep realm of our consciousness, we are controlled by fear.
Also as I said before,  because humans are collective, fear has its strong power in human society.


However what we want to experience is something richer and more vibrant.
You, as swirling possibilities,
A message from the future blowing on you, wanting you to notice it.
What your entire life is aspiring towards you.
Here appears *monad in the core of the phenomenon.
“What it means for you“(monad) is a living and breathing organism.


*Monad is the ultimate component that gives existence to all things.
"Monadology" Gottfiried Leibniz (ˈlaɪbnɪts) 1646 -1716 German mathematician, philosopher


Only your consciousness enable to  grasp what it means for you.


Originating this self-potential,
Our lives are connected in an invisible field by threads of En,
and from there reality, a place of overlap, is arises then
unfolding into a stage for auspicious embodiment.


Have you noticed?

Self-potential transcends the individual and is the aspiration for us as a whole.
We come together to fulfill each other's self-potential so that it is the aspiration of the entire cosmos.

🔹8. Nested-Cosmos (space-time) structure ~ one person, one cosmos ~

“ When an event occurs, the story is already within you.
  What you do is to grasp your own meaning.
  Figuring out the you in the field of potential infinite  ‘who can thank its negative occurrence’ “


Have a good contemplation,
Although it has no form in reality yet,
If an encounter arises according to self-potential,
that image (idea) already exists in your own field of consciousness, right ?


Let yourself to be a deity perspective of your own cosmos


Kairos time, the chance scene that embodying your potential intervenes in time as the crisis
In order not to miss this opportunity, it is necessary to view space + time as Nested-Cosmos structure.


Please remember this first.
This perturbing situation is the stage that opens the door to be whom you are willing to be.
The negative emotions you feel within a legitimate frame doesn't belong to you, it belongs to the other person.


There comes a moment when the waves of thoughts and emotions subside,
and being into the state of mindlessness,
you are able to shift into a deeper world,
Vacuum where you become only  *consciousness,
and are able to place your perspective  **outside of the Nested-Cosmos.
You are now a deity of your own cosmos.

* only *consciousness = Zero point energy state, ground state energy
** the universe outside the nested universes = Zero point field (transmeta cognition = viewpoint of a god)

Zero you.
Also, time becomes Zero here.
*Pure memory of Bergson

*Henri Bergson 1859 - 1941 French philosopher ( Nobel Prize in Literature 1927 )


Just in case,
The reason why it is called cosmos, not world, is because it contains not only the scene at the moment but also your own history (memories).
The same pattern must have been repeated over again.
The sense of incongruity that you caught before shifting to emotions was its true identity.
By incorporating your own memories, you can see the situation clearer.
Once again, you will realize that the situation is meaningful to you.

Next, the viewpoint which can read your story (*nous ) makes it possible to look at the scenario backwards from future,
This will also support your future vision clearer.


By the way,
There is a concept in philosophy called *nous, which means reason.
The origin of the word is noein, which means to see, smell, discern, etc.
Rather than inferential reason (logos), which thinks in a step-by-step manner,
It refers to the perspective rationality that grasps the whole at once, and is the intellect that governs the generation that has a swirling nature.
“The moment you think, what you think appears before your eyes.”
It is said that it has never appeared in the history of philosophy, but it will emerge for the first time because of what I’m talking about here！


Yes, the cause between but the focus is not on the other person.

Please be aware of this once again.
The origin is self-potential.

Besides, the other person is a mediator who has appeared for your self-potential.
And, yes, vice versa.


Your focus is on yourself.
The you whom you are willing to be.
You, as embodying your potential.

This does not mean that you do not mention the cause part.
You definitely mention it because it’s what the other side needs to know.
What you give to reality, which is your meaningful words and conduct, will be worth knowing for the other.


Because it all happens within the context of Innen-Syouki ( Engi ).



Note: Please be aware that I’m writig, while coming and going between the world of recognition (perception) and the real world ❗️

🔹9. En•Musubi method ~ Intentional  Emergence ~

This is the scene when you bring forth your potential-self as seen from the perspective of a god of your cosmos into the real world.


Please let me say again,
In the current situation,
There is a problem between the two, but that is secondary.
Now the scenario is clear,
While mentioning the cause to the other person,
Where you focus should be on yourself, not on the other person.


You complete yourself as the whole entire field *including the object person.
*a sense of no objective person


“ Trinity-ing “ = you as a god of your cosmos.
You as all of Father, Son and Holy Spirit.


Say and do what you’re willing to.
Emit your voice clearly.
You will complete the situation as a whole field including the other person.
*Sound of your voice conveys the inner meaning.
Because *the sound of voice by this state of consciousness does not have a sense of separation (as a result of it, it penetrates the other person).



Congratulations ㊗️
You deepened the relationship with your deep-self (a deity)
at the same time,
You have forged a bond with Eternity (God).
By indicating yourself in real world.
*Eternal moment it is.


We encounter according to En
*In the Eternal, ever-changing world

🔹10. Gaslighting experiences gave me an idea of En-Musubi method ?! ~ unfavorable yet highly meaningful experience ~

The closed narrative of sophistry is
only for yourself, only for the scene,
through a cognitive manipulation of other people's reality.
The open story of Engi (Innen Syouki ) is a navigation of the field as the whole in the present moment now.


Have you noticed ?

En-Musubi method was inverted of gaslighting first, then expanded in all directions.
I didn't apply it directly, but I realized when I reflected on it !
This idea must have not come to me without the experience of gaslighting. (how surprising)


Engi-cosmos which has a structure and mechanism where people encounter and interact according to self-potential.
You are transmitting with “ what it means for you,
which dwells “ in the core of phenomenon, which appears as breath from the future.


It's the same for the other person you encounter because of Engi principle.
So, in Engi-Cosmos, you will be willing to communicate.
Your responding might be not saying anything in words.
Don't get caught up with the words.
What I'm saying is that the answer is already within you.
Also, remember that how the other person perceives and responds is not your field.


Through repetitions,
We become more and more refined.
While experiencing the joy of meaningful emergence originated by your self-awareness in our interconnected cosmos.

And,
When it get to the critical point,
Crystallization occurs within you.


Like Butterfly 🦋
Like Earth 🌏

🔹11. The importance of tying the knot of En-Musubi ~ to generate your future self ~

Innen Syouki

“ The law and truth governing  phenomena of human society.''
Those who see dependent origins see the law = truth, and those who see the law see dependent origins. “

After seeing it,
To provide En-Musubi in real world.
The importance of tying the knot with Eternity.

Miraculously, the opportunity came unexpectedly at the perfect timing.
No, it happened as providence because my state of consciousness became zero point.
The time had come to provide En-Musubi.


Since emailing was the option,
It became text messages instead of a real voice, and the reading voice will be entrusted to.
In the case of texts,
in most cases,
People read with the voice that they create.
It's possible that it can be taken on a completely different meaning depending on that.
But I still determined to do so because my soul knew it was the timing of En-Musubi.


Guiding myself to the future through mentioning things that are worth knowing and realizing for the other person.
Generating my future self.
Soul making.
Just to be clear, not expecting any changes for the person.
Simply, indicating myself.

The issue isn't whether humans are worthy of trust or not,
but rather,
Myself who believe humans are worthy of trust,
present myself in the real world in this way through my genuine inclination of "what it means for me".
In the end, that's all there is to it.  
The other person is irrelevant.


In the first place, there is no object person.
The other person is a mediator.


It was the moment when I cherished my life even more through En-Musubi.
Gaslighting experience was transformed into fortune.
No, No, It was already fortune in the core from the very beginning.


How I envisioned myself when I was on the verge of losing distrust in humans.

My future self says
“ Thank to the gaslighting experiences ”

I am here now with myself who fulfilled it.
Since that day, my potential future self has continued to support me.

In other words,
The experience of gaslighting was sent from the future as a catalyst for my current self.


This is a story of Harmony that saved my soul which once seemed lost,

While delving into the inner ocean of psyche and discovering what our unconscious world is like,

Unraveling my own meaning of what absurdity giving me,
Getting in touch with the breath of auspiciousness which was already dwelling in catastrophe.




When contemplating Innen-Syouki quietly,
I cannot help but feel a sense of awe at the mysterious wonders of the vast, limitless cosmos.

🔹12. At the end ~ 🦋 ~

For a long time,
we have learned our ways of living through the nature around us,
Now we are shifting an epoch how we can create our own selves through the ways of cosmos.

Not denying the way of nature, adding the way of cosmos on top while connecting both by principle of Innen-Syouki ( threads of En )
Nature as parallel line, Cosmos as perpendicular line,
and you locate yourself at the crossing point of two lines = Ikigai point.
Consciousness will make it possible !


When asked,
"What is your favorite story?"
Rather than a movie or novel,
we want to answer  “ my life ! “
Yeah?

This new way of perceiving and recognizing our reality will become the new common understanding of the generation and,
with a sense of awe in our cosmos governed by wonder,
to communicate lively while experiencing thejoy and strength of yourselves in the most natural manner.

But even if you resonate with this,
it takes a lot of courage to carry on alone within the existing conceptual enviroment.


So first of all,
Morden comprehension of Innen-Syouki ( Engi ),
which is “ Principle of Syncronized Contingency “
Wonderful philosophy of deepening the relationship with yourself and,
Towards what our cosmos aspiring to us,
All the events happens in order to lead the crystallization of our individual inclinationin the ecosystem of consciousness,
will be known by more and more people,

I hope that this article will lead to an opportunity to speak in a live voice in public,
and that it will become a butterfly effect 🦋
I will stop writing for now.
Thank you for spending time for reading.





So, who are you transmitting with ?
Who are you really communicating with ?
🙂

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