I was at a bus stop in the rain
The freezing cold drowns out the bitterness of regret
I did nothing
I could do nothing
I was just lost in my thoughts
What I should have done
What I could have done
I'll never know the answers
I was watchin
I don’t want to cry
I don’t want to runaway
Anymore
Never
We can restart if we want
We can restart when we want
I can stand on the ground
I can be here
I don’t let go of myself
I don’t want to make the same mistakes
I don’t wanna be asha
I lost my way
I lost myself
I felt like I was abandoned by the whole world
It was like i was in a deep dark sea
I couldn’t breathe x 3
I wanted to be numb
But I didn’t lost my life
I got some miracles
I’m totally broken but that’s not s
When memories of the past come back
It is the time to heal the past
When events of the past are repeated
It is the time to confront the past
* Close your eyes
Release your negative feelings
Accept yourself
Take a deep breat
The only thing that matter their own profits
They never know who they owe
Turning a blind eye
That is their special skill
When I keep silence
They get fukcing cocky and say whatever they want
The truth is buried in the dark
“ Don’t believe
Everyday that doesn’t change anything
I feel like i am alone
I live with the days getting harder
But nothing pays off
Just makes me feel more alone
I feel …
※ I was in the darkness, shit
The darkness was like shit
I fucking
When I wake up in the morning
My body is so heavy like a stone
I feel vibrations inside
I’m scared of something I cannot see
Stand up !
I tell myself
But I can’t move
Because something flashes back in my head
If I make it through this da
Oh oh I’m stupid
Cause I thought I had enough time being with you
So I told myself that I didn’t have to rush
But reality was not
Reality was not
I thought i could be with you again
I believed perfectly such a day would come
I know this i