Today that I managed to get through

When I wake up in the morning
My body is so heavy like a stone
I feel vibrations inside
I’m scared of something I cannot see

Stand up !
I tell myself
But I can’t move
Because something flashes back in my head

If I make it through this day,
Tomorrow is a better day
Shut out their shitty chat
Turn my face away from them
Never make hard this day
Never hurt myself
Yes, just try to make a safe place inside…
Today that I managed to get through

When I wake up late at night feeling shaking
I feel Oh My God
My body alerts me to something
I’m scared coz my body is shaking and I don’t know why

Stand up !
I tell myself
But it won’t stop
Because my past flashes back in my head

If I make it through this day
Tomorrow is a better day
Don’t give a shit about them
Just care about myself
I handle myself and believe myself
Yes, just try to make a safe place inside…
Today that I managed to get through…oh

I can’t do anything
And nothing goes well
I feel it’s all my fault
But it’s not right
Just its not my day, just it’s not my day, today
It’s ok. I can definitely do it. Yeah.

If I make it through this day
Tomorrow IS a better day
Shut out their shitty chat
Turn my face away from them

If I make it through this day
Tomorrow is better day
Don’t give a shit about them
Just care about myself

Yes, just try to make a safe place inside…
Today … today…today…that I manage to get through…
I could do

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