排除デキない
コレが一番の苦痛なの

そう言われて
途方に暮れたのを
想い出します

今とナっては
その気持ちに以前よりも
少しは寄り添えるように
ナったのかも知れないなぁ

とは想えるくらい
オトナにナれたと感じます

同じ様に見えながら
斯くも隔たる僕らには

コレから何が必要で
ソコから何が獲られましょうか

世界に貢献できる
数少ない何かで
誰かの為にナると信じながら

それでも前進スるのが
僕らの宿業と言うか
癖みたいなモノか
と想います

前が拓けて
進める時は
呆気ないほど簡単に
グングン進むのに

思い悩んで
頭を抱えながら
少し絶望シつつ
進む時は何故
斯くも遅々として

って自嘲的な気持ちに
ナっちゃいます

240326 To exclude and to exclude emotion.

I can't get rid of it.
This is the most painful part.

I remember being at a loss when I was told this.

Now that I'm here
I'm a little more attuned to that feeling
I may be able to be a little more sympathetic
I think I may have become a little more attuned

I feel I have matured enough to think

Although we seem to be the same
but we are so far apart

What do we need from this
What can we gain from this?

We can contribute to the world
It's one of the few things we can do
Believing that it will benefit someone else

But we still have to move forward
I think it is our destiny or habit

When the way forward opens up
When we can move forward
It's so easy that it's almost daunting
It's so easy to move forward.

While you're struggling
With my head in my hands
With a little despair
Why is it that when we move forward
So slow, so slow

I feel like self-mockery
I can't help it.

by DeepL