何かシようと
腰を上げたタイミングで
他の用事がヤッてくる
今日は
そういう日だったみたい

口に入れる物も
ここ数日は
想うに任せなくて
血糖スパイクとかの影響なのか
グッタリとノビたりシていて

何か試練のような
日々が続くんですよね
自分だけでは
説明がつかない

でも
何処かで楽しんでいます

星に向かって歩き出して
横から風が吹いて
目的の街の
隣の町に着くような

何か大きなモノの
思し召しのような采配に
ワクワクしたりスるのです

勿論
予定は狂いまくって
マネジメントは
オカンムリながらも
僕の事だし
と嘆息シつつも
付き合って下さいます

理解ある環境に
いつも感謝の叩頭を
繰り返すのです

此処を視たって
僕は本当にツいているんです

幸運は一定量で
禍福は糾える縄の如し
と聞くと
僕の老後は嘸かし
恐ろしい不運が
待ってるんだろうなぁ
と戦々恐々とスるのです

230513 Take it as bad luck or fortuitous.

Just when I'm about to sit down to do something...
I'm about to do something, and then something else comes up.
I guess today was one of those days.

And what I put in my mouth.
The last few days, I've been having trouble imagining what I'm going to put in my mouth.
I don't know if it's a blood sugar spike or what.
I've been groggy and groggy.

It's like I'm going through some kind of ordeal.
I can't explain it to myself.

But somewhere I'm enjoying it.

I start walking towards the stars
And then the wind blows from the side and you arrive at the next town over

It's as if something big is calling me to do something.
I get excited.

Of course, my plans go awry.
Management is not in a good mood
I sigh and say, "It's my thing," but they go along with it.

I'm always thankful for the understanding environment
I'm always smacking my head in gratitude.

You can see here that I am really lucky!
I hear that good luck is like a rope of misfortune with a certain amount of luck
I'm sure I'll have terrible bad luck in my old age
I dread and dread!

By DeepL