何で
何でイヤがる人に
強要デキたり
スるんだろう

何で
何故に自分の
気持ちよさだけで
無理強い
出来ちゃうんだろう

考えるだけで
体調を崩しそうな
イベント

もう
この段階で
僕とは相容れないのに

この時点で
僕は
少なくとも僕とは
合わないよね？

なのに
何か断る方が悪いみたいな
やり方シてさ

本当に悪質

ココにも書いたけど
そういうのには参加しない
そういう方針にシたの

大恩ある方々にも
それは現在にて
と強く約束済みだし

つまりそういう事
ダメなモノはダメ

240110 Coercion and Repulsion

Why?
Why do I force someone who doesn't like me to do something?

Why?
Why do I force myself on someone just because it makes me feel good?

Just thinking about it
I feel like I'm going to get sick.
Event

Already
At this stage
I don't think I'm a good fit for you.

At this point
I'm...
At least, not with me, right?

And yet...
You're acting like it's wrong to say no.
Like it's your fault for refusing.

It's really vicious.

I've already mentioned it here.
I don't participate in that kind of thing.
That's my policy.

I owe a lot to them.
I'm not going to do that now.
And I've already made a strong promise.

That's what I'm saying.
What's not good enough is not good enough.

by DeepL